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native Seattle girl . 32 years old . blissfully married . city girl . wanderluster . interior designer . travel writer . cockeyed optimist . coloratura soprano . theatre enthusiast . proud police wife . zumba addict . architecture fiend . hopeless Anglophile . committed Christian . politically moderate . history nut . Starbucks addict . bookworm . wordsmith . filmophile . music geek . museum rat . not-so-closet shopaholic . student of drawing, dance, cooking, photography and languages . value life experience far above financial worth . appreciative of living healthy, but not at the expense of chocolate . never want to stop learning, laughing and seeing the beauty in all that is around me.

For more on that aforementioned wanderlust problem, click here.




04 January 2012

Sometimes life sucks...

This was supposed to be a joyful post
revealing our little secret:
four positive pregnancy tests.

I was keeping track of my experiences
in posts that I planned to publish
after our first prenatal doctor appointment next week.

I'm afraid you won't ever read those, however.

Long story short:
we rushed to the doctor's office early on Wednesday
confirming we had indeed miscarried our first baby.

I'm taking it hour by hour nowadays.
Some hours are actually okay.
Some...not so much.

I'm not sure of much right now,
except that I have some pretty awesome friends and family
and the single most wonderful husband
this world has to offer.

I really am blessed.

Please excuse me if I don't post for awhile.
Online is a difficult place to be right now.

7 responses:

Linda said...

Hugs. Take care of yourself!

Elle said...

Oh Lisa, this is an experience I wish no one ever had to go through! If you need someone to talk to, never ever hesitate to contact me! I'm not on Facebook at the moment but email me anytime, martinlindsayd@hotmail.com. Sending all my love to you and your sweet hubby <3

Kari said...

I'm praying for you! This is something I wish no woman ever had to know the pain of :-(

Dad said...

Lisa, I am so sorry to hear about this. I will be praying for you and Michael too. If you need a hug and a warm cup of coffee, you know you can come over here. I love you and will be praying for you. Dad

Lisa-Marie said...

oh Lisa. I am so sad for you. SO sad I can't describe it. And I am utterly awed by how lovely and mindful you are, in still appreciating those you have. I am thinking of you and you know if I can be of ANY help at all, I am here.

You will get through this, because you are you.

Love you lots xxx

Melanie said...

I am so sorry about this loss. Sending you good thoughts and prayers.

Smitten by Britain said...

Lisa, I've been there three times. Email me if you need a shoulder to cry on.